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About Me Member New Artist PhenolBarbie23/Female/Australia Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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open letter....

Fri May 15, 2009, 12:19 AM
  • Listening to: the simpsons....
  • Reading: Hamlet
  • Watching: the simpsons...
  • Playing: God
  • Eating: air
  • Drinking: nothing yet :-(
so just some thoughts about art and freaking out.....
why is it that you always believe when you enter a supposedly artistic academy (ie art school) that you will be filled with inspiration and awe... but when you get there its just a great big fart of disappointment?
I feel drained of artistic inspiration and filled with nerves and guilt about essays and exams rather than inspired to create something beautiful.. and even then i have to find some way to explain why i did it- other than that i just thought it would look cool....

lacking freedom and inspiration,

phenol_barbie_doll.....

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  • Current Residence: Sydney
  • Interests: aethetics in all aspects....
  • Favourite poet or writer: George Orwell, Oscar Wilde
  • Favourite photographer: Annie Leibovitz, David La Chappelle
  • Operating System: OSX
  • Personal Quote: we are all of us living in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars....
  • Tools of the Trade: Nikon D80, Ballpoint Pen, Gouche, Acrylic, Canvas....

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~Arkangel007 Jul 15, 2009, 9:37:27 AM
thanks for the fav on my brush set from back in Janurary. just remember if you use them to have a link to me or the brushes so others can use them. and send a link to me so i can see what you did.

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a person is measured not by what they have gained or lossed. but by the way they have choosen to live the life they have been given.
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~nofus Jun 15, 2009, 3:34:29 AM
heh ty :) yeh going well so far, we are going off road on weds so ill be away from electricity for a bit in inner mongolia, should be interesting. ill be eating lots of mutton and shooting bows and arrows off horse back FUN ! i get back literally the day b4 uni starts so im back to back busy it seems :(
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~PhenolBarbie Jun 16, 2009, 8:19:53 PM
shit hey! well continue to have fun- sure i'll see you round campus when uni starts back up :-)
p.s. rad gallery

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*... I love you my little exit wound...*
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~nofus Jun 14, 2009, 3:10:00 AM
lol hey sarah, so u found me on devart :) hope yours hols are going well, im in beijing atm, hot as hell :S see you next semester !
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~beanslayer Dec 7, 2008, 12:02:23 AM
Thanks for the fave on [link] I hope that the shapes are useful to you :)

beanslayer
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~carnage-factory Nov 26, 2008, 4:04:09 AM
Oh yeah so, I made a bit of a mess on Sunday art day...
Multi media moosh. But lots of fun.
Is'waiting on refinement, time
and clarity of mind.
In general.
Overn outn..
wedwineOd.xi

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why do we, crucify ourselves every day?
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~PhenolBarbie Nov 27, 2008, 2:29:24 AM
well you must must must show my dear :-)
i'm mcfreaking out about my folio! but you know... things is things and they cant be changed... i'm pretty much what i have is what i have etc
bbbuuuuttttt
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH FFFUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKK! etc

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*... I love you my little exit wound...*
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Mood: Affection ~carnage-factory Nov 26, 2008, 3:56:56 AM
Oh yeah you'll be first to see;). You seen to be in the right radius for a eye full b4 the others get to...
I'm not going to be online till next week so GOOD LUCKnTHOUGHTSnFAITH on/in your folio phenni doll. xox

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why do we, crucify ourselves every day?
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Mood: Fear ~carnage-factory Nov 22, 2008, 6:00:44 PM
I'm working on getting my mind on the canvas... I've got a few waiting for me.
Gotta knock down a few walls and structure the debris...
*skips through the wind and locks herself in her room to see what she can find*

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why do we, crucify ourselves every day?
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~PhenolBarbie Nov 22, 2008, 11:25:02 PM
well i had better be the first catch a look when you get something down :-)

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*... I love you my little exit wound...*
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